I want to drown into the nature of your mind
spread my roots into your heart
suffocate under your presence
crucify my remains on your branches and leaves
stab my eyes with the flowers you gave me
slit my wrist with the letters you wrote me
beautiful Aerie on my head forming the crown of thorns
where were you when i laid the foundations of my reincarnation
I don't remember much
I can't seem to find answers to what i'm looking for,
I can't keep on searching for you
This someone or something
This presence that I keep on craving
You feel so real in my dreams
It's like you've always been there
It's like you never left
What if there Isn't any answers?
What if this feeling never truly go away?
Who are you?
How can i find you?
Something that don't really exist
How can i forget something that i don't remember?
Something so elusive and transparent,
Something i can't see
Like a ghost who keep tormenting me
Who keep following me everywhere i go
Breaking my heart
I hate humans so much they are the reflection of me
I wish i knew how to swim in your words
but i keep on drowning in your lies
As i was wondering into complete darkness beneath the city of saints,
I came across a strange lamp glaring into this endless tunnel of darkness
and it said,
"this way to the city of grief
this way to eternal pain
this way to the lost souls.
Justice inspired my maker, Divine power created me:
Heigh of wisdom, primary love, before me were no things created but eternal, i am eternal.
Leave all hope when you enter"
as i make my first step in the first layer of hell,
i continue my journey towards the center of the earth, your heart.
Those who have died in god's anger gather here, sentenced into the abyss for eternity
I couldn't describe the very strong impression that i felt this false silence on a faraway background of insect noises
this light falling from above
the tranquil beauty of the place
the feeling of an absent time,
of a eternal duration,.
I know we've never met but i keep thinking about you
when i was made in the secret place..
when i was woven together in the depths of the earth, your eyes saw my unformed body,
you've kissed me before i was made
i couldn't see you but i felt your touch.
from the day i was born i could only imagine you
always stuck in my subconscious i had to experience life to remember you